These are my posts and my opinions. Don't like them then don't read them. I'm brutally honest, but I know when to cut people some slack. I'm not going to tell a four year old that their drawing of a puppy, or whatever they draw, is terrible or whatever, but if you're looking for an honest opinion, i'm the person you want to talk to. I'm not trying to impress anyone, this is just the way I am. I have imperfections but who doesn't. Just, don't touch me. I'm a screamer.
18:22] *******: can u like please talk to me
[18:22] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: i have absolutely nothing to say to you good bye samanthwa
[18:22] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: samantha*\
[18:23] *******: felix..can u please just listen..u know i want to b with u but i cant..i always tell u i dont want our relationship to be ruined…like i know ur an amazing guy and that u care about me…i wish u would just talk to me
[18:23] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: GOODBYE SAMANTHAT
[18:23] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: SAMANTHA*
[18:23]*******: whyyy cant u just talk to me
[18:25] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: because i want nothing to do with you
[18:28] *******: felix..everytime u talk to me about being with me..i know i care about u and i know like that were good together..but i dont wanna b in a situation where something goes wrong and then u hate me..and i know u hate me now but i didnt want u to think i didnt care about u or know u were right..like i know ur a good guy i really do
[18:31]*******: cuz like i know u think im fucking with u when i tell u these things but im not..im just torn between like being ur best friend and not
[18:33] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: i don’t care about what you have to say, seriously you’ve fucked me over to many times and im tired of it. i’ve taken the liberty of deleting you from my phone and facebook. goodbye
[18:35] *******: okay felix..im sorry i did not want to fuck u over..and i can c y ur mad at me..but its not like i never cared about u and this is exactly wat i didnt want to happen..im sorry i went about this the wrong way..i was always confused and torn about us..but thought our friendship was too important..and i know i ruined that
[18:35] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: yes you did and in all honesty, you’ve just lost something that could have been amazing.
[18:36]*******: i know felix..and i c that
[18:36]*******: which is y im trying to talk to u..but i know u dont wanna hear it
[18:36] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: have a nice fucking life with you and your knight in fucking shining armor
[18:37]*******: idk im really sorry and i get why ur mad at me and i wish u would listen to me but i know u wont..
[18:39] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: there is nothing you can say to get us to be friends again because at the end of the day you’re with someone who you decided to be with outta no where when JUST LAST WEEK we were talking about how we should be together and how you still wanted to be with me.
[18:40] *******: i know felix..and i knoww i went about it the wrong way..but i always told u i was afraid of that..and i didnt know wat i wanted to do..i was not trying to fuck u over..i know why ur mad i really do im not blaming u for it..im just trying to talk to u
[18:40] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: i can’t believe you’d do this to me.
[18:41] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: not even a month after breaking up with darwin and you pull this shit?
[18:41] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: seriously. have a nice fucking life.
[18:44] *******: i know felix..i honestly did not know wat i wanted..and i told u i was torn about that..and im sorry i went about it the wrong way..im just telling u im sorry and i didnt want to fuck u over..and i know i did
[18:46] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: i will NEVER fucking accept your apology. at school don’t attempt to talk to me, don’t even look at me… because if your expecting even the slightest glance from me, it will never happen. don’t expect me to ever take you back as a friend. get used to a life without me. actually you know what… you should already be used to a life like that.
[18:47] *******: im not saying u have to accept it..u have a right to b mad at me i understand that
[18:51] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: for what its worth, i always loved you. not in the friendship kind of way, but the other way, i always will love you. but as far as friends go, your as bad as they come.
[18:52] *******: felix i know ive made so many freakin mistakes and honestly i dont deserve u for the way ive been..its not that i never cared but i was always confused bcuz i wanted to b with u and i wanted u to know that but at the same time i didnt want our friendship to b ruined nd i wanted u to know that too..so i never knew wat to do..i wasnt just messing with u like i never cared i truely did not know wat to do
[18:54] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: this conversation,friendship, and twisted little game you played with my emotions is over
[18:54] *******: im not playing a game felix. im rele not
[18:55] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: sam, when i told you that you were dead to me, i meant forever. as i said earlier, goodbye
[18:55] *******: felix i know wat u meant i just wanted to at least try to talk to u
[18:57] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: If you knew what i meant you wouldn’t have IMed me. You have no clue how much emotion i put into those words. if you knew how much you wouldn’t have dared to IM me.
[18:57] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: good bye, i mean it
