November 2009
1 post
goodbye my dear
18:22] *******: can u like please talk to me [18:22] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: i have absolutely nothing to say to you good bye samanthwa [18:22] Xxtaggerpunk69xX: samantha*\ [18:23] *******: felix..can u please just listen..u know i want to b with u but i cant..i always tell u i dont want our relationship to be ruined…like i know ur an amazing guy and that u care about me…i wish u would just...
September 2009
2 posts
My tumblarity has dropped to zero? please tell me...
You don't like falling down, so why get back up?
I think people keep “getting on the horse”, so to say, because they want to succeed at the one thing they are trying to accomplish or conquer. In my opinion, if you fall off the same horse more than once, try riding a different horse. This is a lesson that not only myself but alot of people can really take from. I would say that in terms of all the blogs i’ve done and all the...
August 2009
4 posts
I don't want this to seem too concided but,
I met this girl who is pretty much awesome. She’s into everything i’m into and she laughs at all my lame jokes. Not in that “i’m only laughing because I feel bad for you” kind of way, it’s completly legitimate laughter. She cares about other people before she cares about herself, which is sweet but the number one thing that i really like about her is that she is...
I've
been “following” people lately. Not in the “hey, i’m in the bushes outside of your house watching you blog” type way… I mean in the hopes that someone will actually read my blog. At first, these blogs were just for me. but now my narcissistic side is kicking in and i want someone to read my blogs. I hope that someone who is feeling down in the dumps will read...
Today I went to work and i felt super blessed because 10 minutes into my shift i was watching the news and the reporter told me, I felt as if it was almost personally, thata fuck load of people are losing their jobs.Here I am, a good for nothing 17 year old trouble maker from Bergen County, Jersey, and I have something that thousands upon millions of people in the United States might kill for just...
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Hello. i recently found out that no one reads these. oh well, i guess its because no one is interested. but whatever, i don’t care if you read these or not. They’re really just for me and me alone. so in a sense… by you reading these, you’re invading my personal space. and i got this issue with personal space intrusions. i don’t like them. however some people are...
July 2009
1 post
It's like...
…a shirt that you really like, and you’ve seen a couple of people wearing it and you know out of all them, you’d look the best in that shirt. So you go to the store and they say “we ran out of that shirt”, and you have to wait for the new shipment, and no one knows when the shipment may come because its always on a crazy schedule. And when it does come, there’s...
April 2009
1 post
i need to find
a girl who’s pretty much awesome. but thats hard to come by. there is this one though but i dont know….. shits pretty gay
March 2009
7 posts
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blogging has become the one thing that keeps me from killing myself.
bayside said it best…
“Can’t live my life; Knowing you’ll be in his arms, each time I blink my eyes; Know what goes on behind my back; every night. Afraid I’ll never leave; afraid I’ll never know whats good for me And when I see her I’ll tell her whats been on my mind, All these...
“My mom always said I was named for a saint, but I never felt I was blessed”
– Bayside
I
haven’t done this in a little bit, but you know that girl im always going on and on and on about, well… im over her. this is the moment i’ve been preparing for, for a long time. i still wanna be one of her best friends but i’ve finally just, as my physics teacher would say, escaped from her gravitational pull. and really, its basically gotten to where i can go an entire day...
Ugh
trying to think of a band logo is tough work.
man i wish i had a pair of fuzzy slippers
risks:
my feeet are cold :[
…me to…
Something
different today. I’m not going to talk about myself. If you want to do something never be scared to do it. just go ahead, it doesn’t matter. I’m not saying if you get the sudden urge to jump of a cliff do it. I mean if you want to something new, that will better yourself go ahead.
#4...i believe.
I speak like myself, i dress like myself, i act like myself, and i am myself because everything i do revolves around you. every time i say I’m done with you, you pull me back in. i really don’t know what it is about you. maybe its that you allow me to be the person i really am around you. Or maybe its the fact that you keep my interested with the same stories over and over again. I am...
February 2009
6 posts
starting
fake news is always fun. but when it gets out of hand, and actually happens. thats no fun. ill be quick, ill be blunt. your lucky i didn’t see you today in the hallways. I’m not going to lie, i went looking for you. and you had some luck i didn’t find you. but eventually i’ll see you and then. things will get out of hand.
“That old saying, how you always hurt the one you love? Well, look, it works both...”
– narrator
today was...
pretty decent i’d say. i tried not to let things get to me today, and it worked to an extent because the truth is, its hard to forget your leaving someone and they were expecting you to be there when they return. because she thinks that she controls me in a way, that she has me wrapped around her finger, and that i’ll always be there when she turns away. and i wont be, because...
Today I finally realized...
That I’m my own person. I don’t need to cling on something to feel complete. I won’t be specific, however, i won’t be vague. Essentially, I left her side. Not in an abrasive selfish kind of way, but rather in a “hey I’m going to go somewhere else for a change” kind of way. I honestly walked away feeling like a “jerk” as she would say, but after...
“This is what happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object”
– Heath Ledger’s Joker